every rose has it's thorn {bella}

[BEE]

»EDWARD CULLEN


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[/size]Every Rose Has It's Thorn,
Just Like Every Night Has It's Dawn.ʼʼ[/size]
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Edward ran his hand over his face and sighed. He leaned his back against the outside wall of his house. He closed his wine color eyes, and ignored the burning feeling in the back of his throat. Hunger could wait. He had so many other important things that he had to deal with right now. Inside the Cullen home now was it's newest edition. His Bella. He felt his heart constrict at that thought. The hand that cradled his forehead clenched slightly and he sighed, frustrated. He was so angry. He was so incredibly angry with himself. How could he have let things get so far? How hadn't he been able to save her? He was worthless, he was so absolutely pathetic. He deserved every bad thing that could ever possibly happen to him. He'd done so much bad in this world, and Bella had been his only good thing. Until he'd screwed up, and let her be in danger.

He wanted to regret ever starting a relationship with her, but it was nearly impossible. He loved her so much, she was his everything. He couldn't regret her. It was impossible. She meant the world to him, and he couldn't ever regret being with her. He wished that things hadn't ended up the way that they had, but he couldn't change it now. Bella Swan was a vampire. She was dead, because of him. He felt like apart of him had died along with her. He shook his head slightly and tried to force his guilt away, but he still felt awful. If he had a human heart, it would have probably broken by now. And almost as if in response to his thoughts his hand dropped from his face to rest over his heart. His fingers lightly clutched his gray shirt. His head leaned back against the wall behind him as the moonlight hit his pale skin.

What was he going to do? James and his little gang were no where to be found, as from what he'd heard the Volturi were coming. He didn't know when they'd be here, or why, but they were coming. He was sure it couldn't be good. Surely things wouldn't end too terribly with them. They hadn't exposed the vampire secret, or at least Edward thought that they hadn't. And if they did, only a few possible people could have seen them. Right? He sighed once again, and tried to think of other things. Better things. He didn't have to worry about Bella anymore. She was more than capable of taking care of herself now. She was stronger than he was now. And she was far more beautiful than any other being in the world. He was sure of it. Her looks could stop the hearts of every human, and freeze the minds of every other vampire in existence. She was more beautiful than anything he'd ever seen. She was heart shatteringly beautiful- each and every time she looked his way the entire world ceased to exists, everything but her seemed to fall away.

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STATUS complete
TAG[/size] bella baby
MUSE[/size][/color] fairly good.
MUSIC[/size][/color] in the air tonight - phil collins
WORD COUNT[/size][/color] 510
COMMENTS[/size][/color] looks like this: outfit

[Isabella Swan]

I'm calling you at 3am and I

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Bella was sitting down in the family room. She had just recently moved in with the Cullens. When she was changed, by the result of James trying to kill her. The Cullens had all thought it was best that she live with them rather than with Charlie. After all he didn't exactly know what the Cullens were. If she would have stayed with Charlie,well then he'd find out sooner or later. After all Bella no longer looked as she did when she was human, and Charlie would surely notice it.

Bella didn't like the idea of leaving him even if he didn't live too far away from where she currently was, but knew it was probably the safest that way. There wasn't really a way that she could really talk to Charlie. It would prove rather difficult seeing as she no longer looked the same. Her transformation changed her a lot. He would surely notice her eyes, or even that her hair has gotten darker. Not to mention the fact like most new born vampires she was a lot stronger than her human self. There were several things which would be rather hard to hide from him.

Bella had fought over an hour with him, before he finally gave in and let her move in with the Cullens. That was the last time she had seen him. She of course had made sure that he didn't notice anything different. She did everything she could to cover her tracks. Bella had only talked to him on the phone since then. She knew it wasn't such a good idea to go and visit, though a part of her really wanted to. She didn't want to put him in any kind of danger though. The last thing she wanted was for him to die, or get badly hurt.

Sure Bella for some reason had much better control over her thirst than most new born vampires did espeically at this point, but still Bella didn't want to risk it. It wasn't just HER that was a danger to him now. If he found out about Vampires, and someone found out that he knew well yeah Bella would rather not go down that road at all.She then decided to go outside for a few minutes. She wanted to see Edward. She knew he was out there, since well she had seen him walk out there not too long ago. She slowly got up, and headed towards the door. When she got outside she slowly walked over to him, with a smile on her face. "Hey you" she said with a smile looking up at him.

Bella knew he was for some reason angry with himself for how this all turned out her being a vampire and all, but she wasn't. She didn't blame him at all for anything that happened. In fact she was a bit angry with herself despite the fact how much she had wanted to be a vampire. She was angry with herself, because she had believed that James really had her mother when he didn't, then again that was Bella for you.She would do anything for someone she cared about, even if that meant dying in their place. When someone she cared about was in danger All her logical thoughts pretty much go out the window. There wasn't anything she wouldn't do if someone she loved was in danger. It was just how she was. That was something that would never change, Vampire or not.

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memo: Also if something doesn't make sense or i repeated myself sorry. I'm just like out of it right now lol. I'm getting tired, but wanted to post before I went. Normally I'm not like this.
word count: 581.
outfit: Click
status: finished.
creidt: anjewl90 at caution2.0 for the template.

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[BEE]

»EDWARD CULLEN


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[/size]Every Rose Has It's Thorn,
Just Like Every Night Has It's Dawn.ʼʼ[/size]
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Edward could hear her coming, he could smell her. The faint, and simply intoxicating scent of freesia and strawberries was coming toward him at an easy and slow pace. It was his Bella. And it was almost as if a wave of water had come and washed all his pain, and guilt away. She did that to him, she seemed to almost always make everything better. Always. When he heard her beautiful, soft voice he couldn't help but immediately look up. The moon light caressing her pale skin made her almost shine. She was so incredibly stunning. He was sure that if he were human, he wouldn't be able to breathe. He was sure his heart would have stopped at the sight of her. He remembered with some fondness (surprisingly no pain), the way that she would used to react to him. It was almost exactly the same.

"Hey," he said in response as he slowly pushed himself off of the wall. He took a small step toward her, so that now he had to look down at her. He smiled his small crooked smile, he just couldn't help himself. He lifted one of his hands and ran it through his dark bronzed hair. He knew that he didn't have to say anything to her, silences between them were never awkward, or uncomfortable. They just understood one another. The silence he heard from her was something he was getting used to. He couldn't hear her thoughts, and though most of the time this agitated him, tonight it didn't seem to. He lifted a hand and tucked a stray strand of her slightly wavy and dark brown hair behind her ear. "You look beautiful, you know that," he said. It wasn't really a question, it was mostly just stating the obvious.

It was almost like she was some sort of a magnet, and he just couldn't help but be drawn to her. His entire world revolved around her. And though he did feel guilt about the way that she had changed, he couldn't help but be happy that he could forever be with her. There was just something about her that he couldn't live without. It was probably everything, to be honest. "I'm sorry I haven't been around today," it was true he'd spent most of his day out in the woods, though he hadn't hunted. He'd mostly sat up in one of his favorite trees, and stared off at nothing really. He'd just been thinking. "I missed you," he admitted, wishing now that he hadn't bothered to waste his day, because any moment without her was a wasted one. It was becoming exceedingly difficult for him to keep his hands off of her, and so he gave in. He let his considerably larger hand reach out and take hers. His fingers, once cold to her skin was now matching in temperature. He laced his fingers with hers before once again smiling that crooked smile of his.

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STATUS complete
TAG[/size] bella baby
MUSE[/size][/color] fairly good.
MUSIC[/size][/color] every breath you take - the police
WORD COUNT[/size][/color] 495
COMMENTS[/size][/color] looks like this: outfit

[Isabella Swan]

Bella smiled when he called her Beautiful. She never thought herself to be Beautiful, even as a vampire she didn't think she was beautiful, well not really beautiful anway. Now she never thought that she was ugly even as a human, but she always just thought of herself as more plain looking, then she did beautiful."Not as much as I missed you" She replied, when he told her that he missed her.

"Have fun?" she asked with a smile, referring to him sitting in the tree, and being in the woods. Of course she was being a tad bit sarcastic about it. She didnt mean it. She figured he sat there thinking or something like in one of his favorite trees or something.


(okay so yeah kinda short, but i seriously can't think good at the moment. I'm feeling suckish right now, but wanted to post. if you want me to add to it just tell me.)